Bad start

Right there at 9-ish in the morning, Primpy Junior flashed the blue screen, then the black screen telling me of disk error, then Press Ctrl+Alt+Del to restart. Fine, restart I did. Then there was the sound of a cackling beetle caught in the whirring fan. My arms flew up in the air with exasperation. Great! Primpy Junior couldn't boot!! Can you believe it? My hardisk died on me. Yes, died. Perished. Departed. Deceased. Expired. D-I-E-D!! ON NEW YEAR'S DAY!! Always on New Year's day!! And what was worse? It's only been a year and a half and nothing can be salvaged. Nothing. Zilch. I lost everything - precious emails, precious chat histories, precious photos, precious writings, important documents, not-so-important mp3s and videos. No, New Year's day wasn't a happy one and it doesn't help at all when my temper isn't containing very well within its volcanic well.

I dreaded the tiring efforts of reinstallations of pirated softwares and cracking product keys - email accounts, anti-virus, anti-spyware, chat programmes and all the usual works one has to do to re-equip Primpy. All of that aren't very difficult tasks but it does irritate very much when they don't bloody function - my bluetooth transfer doesn't work (help me out on toggle?). My Jaring dial-up couldn't work (not that I want to maintain my account anymore but what are the pop and smtp server names, please?). My streamyx direct dial couldn't work. My Adobe programmes boot up everytime Primpy starts (how do I disable it?) and to add to my frustrations, I have to remember passwords and passkeys to many.

Primpy Junior is currently empty. All that I own is gone. G-O-N-E !! I'm ready to cry, I seriusly am. I simply do not have any use for hardisk space now. Sigh. The consolations though, were the prompt response from Dell and the availability of internet connection after the draggy year end torture. On a positive note, my eyes were slightly rested with the absence of screen glare and read all my unread Reader's Digest issues. But I am now RM500.00 poorer, am tired, drained, upset and beginning to feel the effects of being imsomniac.

Note: I sincerely apologise to those whom I've directly flared my temper/raised my voice at. I'm emotionally affected when it comes to either the internet, Primpy Junior or my phone lines.

No doubt it's a bad start. Things are not fine just yet but I'm keeping my fingers (and toes) crossed that something better will come along soon. I need to conserve strength and hold my chin up high to survive the next 12 months.

I know, I know. I should get a life. "It's a sign to spend less time in the blackhole," as how Limpa aptly termed it. "It's only the virtual world. Get real!" Doy harshly but firmly reminded. "Yeah, take the opportunity to rest and go out yumcha," chiki contributed.

Am I *that* pathetic? Hmm...maybe I am after all but hey, it's *still* a bad start, ok. But despite that, lookey! I would still smile for you...albeit a little lacking in life [Hint: Spot the new curls].


Goodnight. Good morning.



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I love the new curl.

*deep huh hug* I wish a new year will turn better and better for you after that painful start.

I start my new year with a bad cold and flu. Ended up slept for 12 hrs yesterday.
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so sorry to hear that! don't feel sad, you are not alone! believe it or not, i start my new year breaking my dad's favourite antique!! O_o no worries, it was just a bad day.. i am pretty sure that it will be good days for you over da next 12 months :D
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aww i feel your loss as well. it pretty much sucks but you'll build your life again. happy new year!
mrs jeff buckley | Homepage | 05.01.07 - 8:07 pm | #

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Sorry to hear about the crash. Overseas consult available, as always, if you need it

Happy New Year, by the way. And a bit of news: I became an uncle on the 2nd of Jan to a cute little niece.

M.
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Hi fish fish, hope your flu's getting better. Weather's changing.

Wah meiyen, you broke your dad's antique ah? So what happened?

Hey Reta, loss is an understatement. I really don't know where to begin to refill the hardisk. Sigh.

Hey M, I did think of you but I thought I'd let Dell do it. You won't believe it that I re-installed the 2nd time and was pretty good at it. Must have been the basics you taught me. Still the geekgurl. Now I can install Windows XP for others already, including drivers. Woohoo!
Primrose | Homepage | 06.01.07 - 1:45 am | #

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You make me proud
M | 09.01.07 - 9:28 am | #

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hdds may come and go but make sure you back them up on dvds my dear... i'velearnt such a costly lesson myself... *pats*

the curls are nice. it suits u well... so cute!!~ awww..lol
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Seep

For fuck's sake, can the bloody drilling stop? It's bloody SUNDAY! My backdoor neighbour has changed 2 constructors, did floor tiling AFTER paintwork and have been drilling this way for the past 2 months, 24/7.

I need sleep, damn it! My curtains are already not thick enough to block off all ounce of light, I was woken up by a phonecall at the wee hour this morning, both my eyes are swollen, teary and red from the lack of sleep, my nose itchy, irritated and sneezy from all the dust, I've got a pounding head, had to crawl out of bed to go for breakfast with my buddy AND silly text messages bugging me: Look, it's all your prerogative, hear me?
1) Write your unpleasant posts as you wish but don't try to contradict yourself and sound nice now as if you're an angel.
2) If going over there to see you is not a good idea for the both of us, then why bother looking me up when you're over here.
3) Bring your sweet corn over if you have to but you'd better not eat into my nap time.

*drill drill drill*

I tell you, if I have rotten muffins in the oven right now, I swear I'll throw them at the driller and stuff his face silly. Damn it!

I'm gonna try putting the "l" back into "seep" before anger seeps through my veins. You'd better stay far far away from me this afternoon...and let me S.L.E.E.P!!



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poor thing....
MeiyeN | Homepage | 06.11.06 - 10:35 am | #

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I wish I knew how to make you happy, PrincEss. I really wish I could.
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WAAAA, I didn't primrose can swear so fluently. LOL. I hate my sleep to be disturbed too. I can only sleep in total silence and in total darkness.
titoki | Homepage | 06.11.06 - 4:55 pm | #

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Point #1 was a referral to me. But I never did write anything unpleasant about you. In fact I never did write anything about you. If I were to write something about you, it would have been something nice. I was just teasing when I said I needed to delete all the nasty things.

Anyway, sorry if my presence was more of a nuisance to you. Again, its your prerogative to forgive me as well.

Over and out.
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I think I'm PMS-ing. So can swear bit bit.

titoki: So can also fatt phei hei bit bit

Imran: Forgiven.
Primrose | Homepage | 07.11.06 - 11:13 pm | #

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My dear

It gives me the creeps when someone calls or addresses me 'my dear'. Not 'dear'. Not 'my'. It's 'my dear'. Whole. Really, it reminds me of the big bad wolf.

"Grandma, grandma, why are your hands so big?"
"So it's better to hold you with, my dear."

"Grandma, grandma, why are your ears so big?"
"So it's better to hear you with, my dear."

"Grandma, grandma, why are your eyes so big?"
"So it's better to see you with, my dear."

"Grandma, grandma, why is your nose so big?"
"So it's better to smell you with, my dear."

"Grandma, grandma, why is your mouth so big?"
"So it's better to EAT you with, my dear."
*NGAP NGAP*

Phobia. I can imagine that someone being a perverted kam yue low when he uses that endearment. Brrr!!



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what is the meaning of kam yue low?
charlene | Homepage | 27.09.06 - 9:48 pm | #

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Oh dear.
Friend For Life | 27.09.06 - 11:58 pm | #

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Hi Char, I think kam yue low roughly translates to a pervert (goldfish man).

FFL: Sparingly used, yes but not at every line, every sentence, every message, every greeting. Brr!!
Primrose | Homepage | 28.09.06 - 3:02 pm | #

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So my dear, when do you wanna go out with me jek?? I'm no kam yue low, I'm a kam yue por!!! *Muahahaha*
titoki | Homepage | 28.09.06 - 3:56 pm | #

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PRose: do a role reversal-lah, like~~

l'ilredridinghood:
why are you dearing me all the time?
BBWolfie: Cos you're the darlin' of my life, my dear.
LRRH: Right dare, Wolfe, wolfe!
BBW: What dare My dear?
LRRH: Dare you bring me the deer...
BBW: How many. my dear?
LRRH: One for each time you call me 'My Dear'.
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That Anon was me, Annoying eh? The BBW made me do IT, press "Publish" before i could say, Ooops, my deer~~ Desi
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haha... u'r so funny...
u should hear what English people say, the older generations like to say "my love", "my dear", "my darling" to those younger ones, doesn't matter if u'r a guy or girl ;p
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My dear titoki, you say 'my dear' nehmind. Cos not everyday. Even if everyday also I like. Cos you kam yue por. Haha!

Desi, bet I'd have deers for everyday of my life from then on, if that's the case.

Hi kruy, Of course I'm used to ppl calling me all sorts but I was referring to some chinese men. Very the geli one when it's not in their culture, if you know what I mean.
Primrose | Homepage | 30.09.06 - 1:03 pm | #

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I thought kam yue low means fisherman. Fishing is like looking for a girlfriend. But there really aren't so many fish in the sea anymore.
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Bleh

I haven't written much over the past few days/weeks except for filler posts and this is no different except that it's a bleh post of sorts.

Work and meetings during the weekdays have been keeping me really busy and tired with too much of a rush when travels were thrown in here and there. Rushing seems to keep my blood pumping. The adrenalin rush can put the physical being into a test for stamina. And when it’s time to wind down, I feel bleh.

I've been trying to keep up with my yoga classes regularly in the weeknights but haven't been doing that for the past 10 days plus my monthly subscription ended yesterday. I think I'm (psychologically) putting on weight. I lack sleep every night, I'm not sure if I can catch up with the hours I lost. I feel bleh.

My craving for kit kat increased in the past week and my moods were pretty swingy. At times, I felt dangerously melancholic. A constant nagging of mild migraine seemed to be feeding the melancholia. I could be cheerful and eager on some days, stupid and dumb on others, moody and upset when I least expect it and energetic when I fuel in the chocs. But I have to admit that my lethargic brain has been working overtime, worrying and thinking too much of the unknown. I feel bleh.

Slight bit of seafood has given me some itchy rash. And while scratching this itchy patch on my forearm, my heavy lids are beckoning to shut down and my warm, comfortable bed is hollering for immediate intimate company.

Take the bleh out of me.



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I [wish] I can help you about it...
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Un-tea

I'm lacking sleep. I was staring onto the ceiling the whole of last night (and in the wee hours this morning), eye twinkling away, not being able to catch a single wink, until 4am!!

Reason: Silly me ordered tea last night during my yumcha session. I was cautious NOT to order chocolate drink, coffee or tea. But I know I wanted a hot drink. I have tried some berry fruity "tea" at Coffee Bean the day before and thought that the place I went to last night would have some berry fruity "tea" as well. So I tried my best choosing the most un-tea sounding "tea" but how the hell would I know that "loose rose petals" actually translated to bland, chinese, tea-O? So kau some more.

Think I'll just stick to milk or juice next time. Dang!

My trip up north to hometown Penang this weekend was great. Was out on an eating galore (what's new), was treated to a Balinese massage at ParkRoyal. Birthday treat, see? *winks* Also got Primpy updated with some v.10 of Symantec Antivirus and had some schwinging time on swings!!

Oh well, time to catch up on some sleep. Goodnight!



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dearie, when is your birthday? I could have been missed no? if yes..happy belated birthday. late better than never right. :p.
charlene | Homepage | 17.09.06 - 11:39 pm | #

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Balinese massage, any difference from the normal ones?
kruy | Homepage | 18.09.06 - 11:47 am | #

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Ya ya ya... when is your birthday?? Ok, I asked be4, but I just can't remember the day though I know the horoscope. :P Sorry ar~~~ (-/-)""" (Minta maaf)

I had my first un-kopi yesterday too. Decaf coffee. I didn't have excited heart that night. Yippie!! But don't know is it because too long no kopi, didn't enjoy the taste much. ;P

Miss u, muak!
fish fish | Homepage | 19.09.06 - 10:04 pm | #

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Better late than ever -- Happy Birddae, I know it's a Friday's Childe
Wins at love, they (inc MattMonroe-lah!) say
And how many km and kg this dime?
ylchong | Homepage | 20.09.06 - 12:32 pm | #

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burpday? Bila?
titoki | Homepage | 21.09.06 - 12:03 am | #

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Hello all! Tenkiu tenkiu. Burpday belum lagi. It's this weekend. :P
Primrose | Homepage | 21.09.06 - 1:18 am | #

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Jom, let's go makan and celebrate?

Email me your number ler. ;p
titoki | Homepage | 21.09.06 - 11:26 am | #

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Arghh

Did you notice that the haze is back? I'm getting a headache already. And I just spent 10 bucks getting my car washed and bloody hell, it's pissing like crazy. Argghhh!! The car's going to get dust spots.

Sighs.



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dust spot ? lolz - better than rust lil sis...
foodcrazee | Homepage | 24.08.06 - 10:08 pm | #

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Unsubscribe

Note: It's a (rude) rant post. You have the choice to subscribe or unsubscribe

Which part of "UNSUBSCRIBE" did you not understand, huh? When I replied you deliberately with the word "UNSUBSCRIBE" as the subject, for fuck's sake, stop sending me anymore of your updates, you imbecile retard with screwed up moomoo brains! Who the hell cares if you ate your own crap?

GAWD! What's wrong with people nowadays? Is English so hard to understand that they have to start learning Greek now? Fuck these people, fuckfuckfuck! Get the fuck out of my mailbox, you arseholes! Get the fuck off my blog too!

*sly grin*

No, wait! I forgot. Birds of a feather flock together. The most insincere, most pretentious hypocrite of all hypocrites. Of course you can come by my blog. You always have. Cum, cum, cum!

You love stealing my blogphotos and plagiarising posts word for word, remember? You love to print the archives out to make it your bedtime storybook and you even told me about it, remember? You love to read the honest descriptions about your fucked-up selves, wallow in self pity because they were so true and even asked me to write more, remember? You gave my blog a 5-star rating and told everyone to give my sitemetre a boost, remember? All that and not even a word of thanks for such purrr-fect entertainment? Didn't your momma teach you any manners? Tsk tsk tsk!

Trespassers be doomed!

You bunch of good-for-nothing nincompoops with shitfaces! Bugger off, nitwits! Go fuck yourself silly with some diamond-studded dildos and stuff your face with shitload of cum! FUCK LAR!

UNSUBSCRIBE. Thank you.



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woohoo! what a cool post!
michaelooi | Homepage | 10.05.06 - 11:33 pm | #

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Hey.. Princess,
I wished i could do the same on my blog to those from my small dim-wit town..!
Mama BoK | Homepage | 11.05.06 - 1:02 am | #

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Weather here in KL been bad for the past week and I now know the reason. Hurricane Frances returned because some farkup fool is wrecking havoc to the environment especially the garden of Primrose.
chiki | 11.05.06 - 8:54 am | #

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woah, woAh, wOAH!
I think I'm in cowboi cuntry
Whip! GeddiUp, Ding-dong
Frances, can you catch up riding
that Camel you brought back f Ku-Wait!
ylchong | Homepage | 11.05.06 - 6:05 pm | #

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Uhmm, bad day? =( can't wait to try your mango pudding, am really excited! :P
arGlene | 12.05.06 - 1:15 pm | #

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phew! anyone felt her fury ?
foodcrazee | Homepage | 12.05.06 - 1:58 pm | #

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Hehe... never offends a woman, even if she is pretty, sweet and nice. Tee hee hee... you proved it dear. :P
fish fish | Homepage | 13.05.06 - 7:33 pm | #

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Rattle

Have been bouncing back and forth at work. You see, I've got lots of loose ends to tie up and tight knots to loosen before I go elsewhere to stir up some mess. Kinda have to keep up with my reputation, you see. It's great to be boss but it's a bother to be connected to them. *shrug* Still, kickass, man!

Have been on and off the net. You see, I thought it was the modem - Huawei kaputed long time ago. Aztech didn't bloody work, don't ask why. Only stupid Hyundai connects, don't ask why either. I know what you're thinking: that all ADSL modems work the same. Your guess is as good as mine. Made complaints to streamyx, they came 5 days later, fussed with my connection for 3 hours, tested with a new modem, still didn't work, fussed some more, told me my line was unstable, left my house, changed some cables somewhere, came back 3 hours later, tested with another modem, it worked! Ok, I don't care what they did or how they did it. As long as it's free and it works, I don't bloody care. Only consolation to me that day was to find out that my modem's got lifetime warranty. Woohoo!

Have been going in and out of Nail Bars. You see, I've been trying to keep my nails long and thought that manicure (and pedicure) sessions would help. Well, they kinda did for a while only to find that short nails with that neat-and-tidy look actually suits me best. Pffttt!

Alongside major happenings like that, I had a hair steam and got fringed at the same time. I settled my summon at last. I found my long lost favourite black lycra panty this morning. I felt constipated, took a sachet of psyllium husk yesterday night and went to the toilet about 6 times today. I tried going for massages but the masseur ain't no good no more. I crave for Bushman shrooms.

La la la la la!

I'm boggled. Why can't some people say what they mean and mean what they say? [You can keep this for as long as you want to] Why can't some people keep to their words? [I want it back now] Why do some people have to lie? [It was given free] Why can't some people act their age? [They are called "males"] Why can't some people think before they speak? [Filter needs a renewal] Why?

As such are small minds, bebeh! Oh well, we learn something new each day, don't we?

That's all for the news on Blooms at midnight.

Later...



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you sound very hyper. You sure you didn't have anything - special lately? lol
cyber-red | Homepage | 05.04.06 - 2:22 am | #

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Wow..! you have lots..going on..
Hope all is well..!
Mama BoK | Homepage | 05.04.06 - 4:25 am | #

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hey, at least ur life is more interesting than mine, at least something happened..

trust me, i know how stupidly frustrating the Internet and streamyx can become, it really sucks.
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at least they fixed the problem for good this round... welcome back to the civilization
michaelooi | Homepage | 06.04.06 - 11:36 am | #

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thats the price we pay for monopoly
foodcrazee | Homepage | 06.04.06 - 12:04 pm | #

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Wow, that's a lot of happenings in one blog. And very well said, too.
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Hey Reta! Special? Nope, didn't eat crickets or frogs. No chocolates either. Just full of fire inside.

Long time no see, Mama Bok. When a post is up means I'm still alive. Hehe!

Yeah, sucks big time kruy. But as long as you are nice to them, they are kinda nice also. At least they fix the line within a day!

Yeah you can say that again, michaelooi. It's gonna be a BIG welcome back to civilization (and you know what I'm referring to). Heh!

Hi foodcrazee. They may monopolise no longer. There's now Jaring wireless and I heard there's cable service in some places too! Wait a few more months and there will be hot competition. They'd better buck up and offer better packages: Like free modem with RM55/mth unlimited access or something.

Hey bkworm, thanks. Lots happening and no time to write anything. Will update at least twice a week soon.
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Sod off tag

Thank you so much for the tag, Imran. The first for 2006.

The tag requires me to:
1) Write an entry of between 100-200 words, with these words have to be included once, and only once:

- I
- me
- blowjob
- grapes
- random
- power
- loneliness
- water
- robot
- blue

2) Your essay must make some kind of sense.

3) Send to 5 people

I initially gave this meme post a blank stare and have requested a non-bloggie to attempt this for me. Raven gladly obliged with a marvelous entry but I then decided that I wanted to take this up because of an unwelcomed email in my inbox. I suddenly realised that this meme post came very timely indeed. So in about 230 words, I wrote my factual and true entry:

You see, I am very pissed off with you. Yes you, you bitchy hypocrite. Stop sending me emails. In fact, stop coming by my blog. What are you trying to prove? That the honey of the blooms in this garden is so sweet you love sucking it?

Hey, go use your smelly mouth on something more useful, will you? Like give some arsehole out there a limpy blowjob if you so wish to prove your skills. And while you are ramming your throat, why don't you shove one or two rotten grapes up your nostrils? You can be assured of random orgasmic effects full of power and ooommph! And just in case solo you are concerned of loneliness, [tsk tsk tsk] why don't you go invite shitheads like Mr Baldy or Ms Bummy or even Ms Botox to join you? Oh, and while you are at it, please tell StainTeeth that her perfume stinks the hell out of everyone in her hive?

Stop sending pretentious emails, you [insert your own profanity adjective], will you, or buckets of water from the stinking stench will douche your malodorous canal. No wait! Perhaps you would prefer a missile of ice cubes shooting you at your brainless farked up head by a robot machine?

Now fuck off with all your other pretentious morons before ah choke you fool blue and squash you under mah feet!

Sod off!

Dear bloggers, I'm in no mood to tag anyone. Feel free to tag yourselves.



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That's the creative & darkside of primrose.
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Oh, didn't pickup Engrish words, Reader's Digest style, prim, prime and proper.
Oh, The Impish One led thee into Da Dark Woods...
Dragon belly fool of fire, don't cross this FlowerGrow.'!
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Whoa! This is surely not what I wrote *LOL* So much fire in the normally sweet and friendly Primrose. Come, come, let me buy you a Horlik tarik to soothe them nerves
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Wei, wei wei whoever you are bugger off and go f...... yourself. You are not welcome here.
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Well done Primrose, your story is so much better than mine. I would love to pick your brains to see how you could come up with such a wonderful story.
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Amy: Everyone has "the other side" but blogs are as such. Express as how you want it, yes?

Desi: Don't cross this FlowerGrow, this is as far as Primrose will go.

raven: You say one ha! Milo kau kosong also can.

chiki: Thank you.

Imran: You reckon? A triggered reaction by arseholes, that's how.
Primrose | Homepage | 17.01.06 - 12:29 am | #

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lolz. a good one there
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woah.. you ARE pissed off LOL
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Glitch

I hope you have been wondering about my absence. Hehe! Well, I was drowning in a bloody quicksand which I mistakenly thought was only a muddy swamp. Pfffttt! I crawled out safely alright, still feeling a little dampened but caught up slightly with life again.

And then just when I thought I was on safe ground again, damn broadband of my cheese had to be caught in a mousetrap! It's already close to a week without internet access and I'm getting all jittery.

Patience, patience. I'll get it fixed.



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Hug. Hope everything get well soon. Just love your way of humour writing. ^_^
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come back quickkkkk

hugs
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Patience, patience! Problem identified. I need a new modem and I have got no time to go buy it. Meanwhile, I'm on dialup. Bummer!
Primrose Homepage 19.12.05 - 11:22 am #

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Ahhh, dialup... I remembered what that felt like. Click on something and wait patiently for it to load up. That is if you do not get disconnected first
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Thunder-strucked fools

Thunder
Ahh, there is thunder growling fiercely at last. I'd bet many are waiting for the rain to pour cats and dogs, not just teeny, dusty trickles. That would clear the haze up a little and allow some fresh air into our lungs.

Strucked
Have you ever felt that dull ache in the heart, like an invisible pierce of a knife? It strikes when you think of somebody you miss dearly. It comes when silence gets unbearable. It happens when memories flood back. It pinches you when words you don't want to hear from a loved one is said. Have you ever? It stays for just a mere 5 seconds, long enough for you to notice the pressure which automatically triggers the mind to remember at least one event? Have you ever?

"I so want to see you, want to talk to you."
"Yes, talk."
"But the radio is just too loud and noisy."
"I've got my nephew with me."
"Uhmm, so?"
"And my mother just told me that there's a gathering in my house."
"Didn't you know about it?"
"No, it was last minute and I'm expected to do this, this and this. I've got to go."
"B..b..but I want to talk to you."
"I'll call someone later, ok?"
"That later almost always never comes."
"I've got to go."
"Sigh. It's always like that, isn't it? I want to talk and you need to go."
"Say that once more and I'll never call again."

And before?

"You have me to run to if you have any problems."
"You know there's no one else."
"I want to be the only one."

Fools
There are just too many fools around.

Puki Bionic for one. She's a fool who knows that she is a fool, yet wanted to pretend that she's no fool by doing things only fools do.

Lanchiau BoogerBaldy is another. He doesn't know he is a fool but did things on purpose which screamed "call me a fool, call me a fool now!"

Chauhai StainTeeth is the new addition to the court. She thinks she isn't a fool but she stuck bananas up her own ass, talks cock and played games that only fools in fools' world play.

Kamlan HorseTail was an unknown fool but he has now made himself a visible fool. He struts around the court, blow into the air and say "hey, you fool! Make me one too!"

Cheebye BigMouth is just another Puki. She's a fool who's afraid to be a fool but had to listen to other fools and be a fool to fool the fools in fools' world.

Fools. Can't do with them yet can't do without them.


Currently listening to: Morse code on ham radio
Random observation: Happy hour soon. Whee!



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Very lost there.. Princess.. hahahah!!
Big BoK | Homepage | 15.08.05 - 12:09 am | #

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Oh wow... i can't believe i see those words in your blog.

SCARY!

ahaha
minishorts | Homepage | 16.08.05 - 4:13 pm | #

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I agree with Minishorts... Morse code, indeed!
Friend For Life | 16.08.05 - 7:23 pm | #

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Wahhh, happy hour! Why didn't invite me wor? *POUTS*
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Heh, heh! Pissed off ma. Yeah, THE morsecode of the day. :D

Aiyah Amy, you also dun drink wan. How to invite lek?
Primrose | Homepage | 17.08.05 - 12:46 am | #

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Perfect timing

I came to realise recently that my blog's readership has increased xx-fold since the day I started and my, am I beaming from ear-to-ear. An achievement indeed. Since Friend for Life, my guest blogger and good friend, was invited to come on-board, I find the clicks to my blog kinda atomic, like a prick of an orange sac. There's no way I'm going to disappoint you readers with less than mundane posts now, can I?

Introducing Amy
To help me hold the fort better, ladies and gentleman, let me bring forth yet another guest blogger, my girly girly buddy and confidante whom I share almost everything with!

*drum rolls*
*roll out red carpet*

MS...*drum rolls*...AMY CHEN...*clang*!

Nimble fingers she has, mind you
Real babe she is, so true
Petite like me, you'll see
Orgasmic blog posts, ohh whee!

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I digress.

"If I had a gun, I'd shoot down everybody from the last kingdom" said wussy. Well then, one down, three more to go... Go wussy, go wussy, go, go go!!!

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All in perfect timing!



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welcome welcome amy...hope to see your posting soon.
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Thanks Patrick. It's my pleasure to meet all of you here.
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Restored

After two days of anxious waiting, heartache, headache, dark rings and eye bags under the eyes from worrying, Primpy Junior has been restored to its original state, perhaps better. Ah, finally! Finally! *PTL*

Raj from my IT department did a clean and complete reformat where at the same time, I requested that he added another partition for me in the HDD for future convenience. Ah, clever Primrose.

Happy with spick-and-span Primpy, I couldn't wait to get home and glide my hands all over the smooth silver metal and plonk my fingers on the soft black keys again. Losing Primpy for 2 whole days is like not having a life for 2 whole days. *rolls eyes*

"Cool notebook you have" Raj had commented earlier that evening

"Why, thank you. I know!" I replied with unhidden pride

"Yeah, very, very cool indeed," he added, looking at Primpy left and right, feeling it, touching it, scrutinising it with an earnest longing.

"Isn't the screen a little too small?" he probed

"Well, I like everything small." I laughed. "Laptops I mean." I chuckled

Raj handled Primpy with a lot of care and I was very glad he did. Of course I was helping out here and there, giving instructions now and then, he found it so amusing.

"Hey, hey! Slow down, slow down. I'll settle this for you. It's like I'm the doctor and you're the nurse" he teased

"It's my precious, you know. I spent a fortune on this laptop"

"How did you know so much about computers? You graduated with an IT degree or something?" he asked, probably impressed with my knowledge on NTFS and BIOS and disk boot-up and partitions and reinstallations and drivers and upgrades.

"Well, let's just say that when you own a car, you just simply need to know what's in there and how it works and what's being done to it" I answered thoughtfully.

"Hmm, not many girls would know this much, you know. In fact, I don't think they will ever be interested." And with that, he continued showing and explaining what he was doing to Primpy and one can really learn new things everyday.

With Primpy taking it's rightful place on my table in my room again, which was empty for what seemed like ages, I rubbed my hands in glee and started installing programmes into it - Adobe, Office, Norton, Adaware, ICQ, MSN, Yahoo etc. It took me quite a few hours including generating and cracking key codes with a pang of guilt for using pirated softwares but oh well, it's Malaysia after all. *hides face in the ground*

Three odd hours later, Primpy was fully clothed.
*glimmer glimmer*
*sparkle sparkle*

I still found dark rings and bags under the eyes this morning but that was from surfing too much and fussing with precious Primpy as though I was making up for lost time. *snigger*

Chill out time!



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glad primpy jr. turned out all right. It's one of your precious possessions.
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Welcome back into the world, Primpy Junior! The PrincEss will love and care for you with all the more devotion, having experienced the fear of losing you.

Now, PrincEss, about the bags under the eyes.... Last night, Whitney Houston's husband said on Telly what his cure for those is. He recommends rubbing hemmorhoid cream on the bags under the eyes. He swears that it works for him.
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naughty naughty Primrose....cracking all the codes on the pirated software....

Ok just winding you up....you know you can't take me seriously.

Great to follow your blog - makes me smile. Keep it up.
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Yer friend is right..! i for one donch really wanna know the technical part of the computer.. i just wanna use it.. lazy ma..!
Glad to hear that your laptop is working great..!!
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Yes, one of my precious possesions. The next one would be my mobile phone. Heh!

Hemorrhoid cream? *ROTFLOL* He must have been such an arse to look at. :D

And you know I'm cool about it, Mancunian. Wah, reading me makes you smile. Wait till you see me! x)

Hi MrsT, plug-and-play would be the best!! :D
Primrose | Homepage | 07.07.05 - 2:45 pm | #

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Okay lah - see you in August in KL.

Whylah no Penang this year - I miss my Gurney Drive! Never mind will be making a trip up there as well.
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Hi Mancunian, no money no Penang lor. Yes, see you in August, that familiar face once more.
Primrose | Homepage | 08.07.05 - 12:00 pm | #

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Broodbang

Good news and bad.

The good news is, I've got streamyx all set up. Hooray to broadband. Everything's so fast and I can log on the whole day for all I care...but not without glitches here and there. Now why is that? Ah, that's the bad news.

I have made two attempts in applying for streamyx. First time, I was too lazy to go purchase an ADSL modem and they cancelled my registration when I didn't activate after 7 days upon approval. That's fine. Besides, it was my own fault.

Second attempt took them two whole weeks to approve my application and what did I tell them at the beginning? That I will do my own installation. That I didn't want to pay installation fees. Ah, but no. TMNet didn't listen. They happily sent me a guy to do all the work for me. Too late to reverse charges now unless I cancel the whole registration (and re-apply all over again). *sigh* That's fine. I'll take the guy then - to install my modem, I mean. Besides, I can always bug him if anything goes wrong.

Now this guy, let's name him Ray, extremely obese, probably fat and lazy, made it to his first appointment to my house an hour late! That's fine. I could take it. Besides, I was all so excited to get everything fixed. My daddy was excited too. He didn't mind purchasing a router and two wireless adapters to get two other PCs in the house connected. That's absolutely fine. Besides, I didn't have to pay for them anyway. *snigger* That came to a hefty sum of $640.00!! *gasp* Settings were all done up and bye-bye, Ray.

Then what happens? We found out the next day that the settings were all jumbled and wireless connection didn't work for one PC. That's fine. I called Ray, he promised to fix the problem, we waited for him and he bloody forgotten about the appointment! That's fine too because I can wait. Besides, it didn't affect the connection to my Primpy Junior anyway.

Whilst Ray thought he could fix our little problem in 15 minutes, he actually had his butt stuck here for 3 hours today!! Heh, heh! That's absolutely fine because oh well, serves him right anyway. And while fiddling with Primpy, we found out that it refused to log-on to the administration/settings page of the router.

Ray: Eh, can throw your computer away lah
Me: Excuse me but this laptop is barely 4 months old (??)
Ray: Really? Then it needs re-formatting because your Explorer/browser is probably not updated or corrupted
Me: *makes a face*

Silly, stupid, stupid me did try re-formatting *smacks forehead* and to cut the whole story short, reinstallation of the drive was complete but software was found lacking. So poor Primpy is not feeling well and is sick now. And that's NOT fine! Isk! Got to seek help from some IT guy at work tomorrow. *bangs head on the table*

What a bang and a dang and a clang! No Primpy and no internet fun. So what do I do now? Right, I'll brood to sleep then. Pfftttt!!

Broadband my ass!



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Poor you...! what you got was a half-assed stupid technician from the ISP company..! he doesn't even know what he is talking about..!! poor you ..!!
I'll speak with MrT and asked if he can walk you thru' this..
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Ooo, so kind of you MrsT. I've spoken to our techie and let's see how everything goes. Stupid me, I could just download a patch for explorer or something. *sigh*
Primrose | Homepage | 04.07.05 - 2:19 pm | #

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aiyoh so mafannnnnnnn poor you =)
cyber-red | Homepage | 05.07.05 - 2:29 pm | #

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It sounds like Ray is looking for reasons to keep coming back.... Was there someone in the house who caught his eye ?
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Ya lor, so mafan lah, Reta. No computer, no life, you know.

Well FFL, not someone but something. Money perhaps? Heh, heh! But no, I'm not asking him to return unless there's a problem with the router or the connection.
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Echoes

I had an upsetting meeting this evening. So much so that my sentences were dwindled to a mere snap, expressed with a blank look of:
"I can't be bothered"
"I don't usually comment"
"I don't look at your calendar"
"I don't look at anyone's calendars"
"I don't speak with biggies much"
"Nothing gets done anyway, why bother"
"You will notice I don't speak with you much either"
"Since a signature doesn't mean an agreement, why bother signing"

Ugh! Such is the echoing mind.

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I have always had an anklet on my left foot - with a bell. Lately, I have been wearing a silver one a lot instead of a gold one until yesterday. Apparently a malay friend told me that I shouldn't keep my gold items "hidden" if I had any. Instead, I should wear them occasionally if not often. *shrug* Not that I believe in that but I thought it was time for a change anyway. So I dug out 2 gold jewellery items and wore them today, one being an anklet. Then I realised something. I must say that the meek resonance of the bell DID tinkle better in the gold one than the silver one.
Big bells
Small bells
Gold bells
Silver bells

Such is the echoing anklets. Tinkle! Tinkle!

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I know nuts about wine but this one, I like. No, wait. Actually, I love. Red, very sweet, no sourish after-taste, from South Africa, can't get it here.


Close-up label. Go scrounge around for it *hint hint*


Look at the bottle, such suggestive shape. *naughty grin*
Blow a flute? Play a toy? Tis a pity it doesn't vibrate. Heh!

Ahh, such is the echoing wind.



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Ah, wine... Another of the exotic collectibles. An investment of high risk. It can bring much enjoyment - or much sorrow.
Friend For Life | 29.06.05 - 10:57 am | #

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have you ever tried italian lemon liquor ? quite nice. but 40% alcohol i think. :P
Patrick | Homepage | 29.06.05 - 8:08 pm | #

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that bottle resembled a hand grenade in many ways...
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FFL: I'd rather it brings much thrills and giggles. :p

Patrick: 40% alcohol? Habis liau! :0

michael: A hand grenade with a pow-wow-phrroarr. *teehee*
Primrose | Homepage | 30.06.05 - 9:18 am | #

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why so the longg wan the neck?? lol

2am curfew eh? at least until 2 am..sometimes 10-something pm I get called home lol
cyber-red | Homepage | 30.06.05 - 11:11 am | #

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Ahh, that's the reason why I feature the bottle ma. *wink, wink* (wink here nehmind)
Primrose | Homepage | 30.06.05 - 12:25 pm | #

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Feckless

I never needed many spare cell phone batteries before but lately, I find myself burning them pretty quickly. I had an original and err, a non-original spare. Ok, ok, I don't support immitations but well, they cost a third of the price. So... Ask any Malaysians and they'll tell you about pirated VCDs, pirated DVDs, fake designer labels, fake this, fake that.

Anyway, back to my batteries. Just last week, the original flatted out and refused to charge. Went shopping for another non-original and chucked the bloated decayed.

It's only been 3 days since I used the new non-original and I noticed how it dies off in less than 2 days. Originals used to last 3 days and that included lots of chat time.

I began to wonder.

1) Could it be my charger? But it charges everytime
2) Could it be my phone? Couldn't be, no!
3) Have I been chatting more? Definitely not
4) Have I been texting more? Hmm, yes but texting doesn't take as much battery life as chatting
5) Could it have been it being a non-original? Ah huh! Culprit!

I began to wonder next.

1) Should I get a new original battery? *doubtful look*
2) Don't bother, just get a new cell phone? *eyes gleaming with eagerness*
3) If both options don't work, should I text less? *pout, pout*

And hence began the life of a feckless piece of junk non-original cell phone battery.



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"Feck"? Are you a fan of the sitcom "Father Ted"?
Yuen Li | Homepage | 17.04.05 - 5:54 am | #

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Hi Yuen Li! Err..don't know of that sitcom-lah. Why? Was he known as Father Feck? *giggle*
Primrose | Homepage | 17.04.05 - 10:57 am | #

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A new phone is prolly the best way to go.. i had the same problem too.. but buying the battery.. is so ex.. might as well get a new phone.
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I have been having the same problem with my phone...it s definitely the texting that takes up battery.
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MrsT: *pout pout* But a new phone costs like ??? so much more!

Shameless: *pout even more* I live on text messages. Teehee! Anyway, thanks for dropping by.
Primrose | Homepage | 22.04.05 - 9:09 am | #

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Therapy

Aaaarrrghhh! Shopping is really getting into me.

I wanted to buy KFC for lunch yesterday but I splurged $180 on a new pair of Topshop jeans instead - with KFC for lunch.

I wanted to buy some travel-sized bottles this morning but I splurged $100 on some eye cream instead - and paid for the containers as well.

*The choo choo Credit card is a one-way ticket to the hole in the pocket*



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Enjoy it while you can.. for me.. after having Chloe.. i could never find in me to splurge like that..
MrsT | 14.03.05 - 1:19 am | #

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Feel free to splash out on me.
Yuen Li | Homepage | 14.03.05 - 3:44 am | #

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...maybe next time instead of guiding you to Topshop..i'll guide you away from high-margin items...hahaha

Have a good trip to PEN. Take care!
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Nicholas: Haiya! Maybe I should have followed you to MPH instead. A book vs eye cream. Hmmm...

Yuen Li: Say, p'haps I should get you more *fresh* minced meat and *fresh* frozen veggies. Hehe!

MrsT: Yeah, I suppose so. Diapers, baby powder, baby shampoo...*the list goes on* Ok, so now I have an excuse to buy more Topshop jeans!
Primrose | Homepage | 14.03.05 - 9:25 am | #

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Not so much for diapers and such.. moreso her college education.. and her future..
MrsT | Homepage | 14.03.05 - 12:12 pm | #

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Can you take me shopping and teach me to treat myself? LOL!
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Ooooo...my pleasure, Liz! Thanks for dropping by.
Primrose | Homepage | 17.04.05 - 4:54 pm | #

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Why I call it

This blog is dedicated to her who was unfairly treated by him.

Why would he want to write and tell her of his fullfilling, erotic, sensual and explosive wet dreams?
I call it lust or confessions of horniness

Why then did the candidness in communication turn narrow?
I call it a weak mind or being shallow

Why would he be so ultra sweet on Valentine's Day and leave her stranded the next day?
I call it the art of fishing or the art of cheating

Why would he only want to make a big deal out of Valentine's Day when there could be a whole year or the rest of his life to extol and glorify his girl?
I call it pure pretentiousness

Why would he want to ask for her permission to watch a movie with a different girl, when there was no relationship whatsoever with her in the first place, hence no need for such actions?
I call it desperate or forcing feelings or hard up to be bound

Why did he make vows for feelings not to return when his feelings were non-existent?
I call it an insensitive poop

Why was it that he seemed to act like he had been with her for 5 years when in actual fact, only a month?
I call it confusion between friendship and courtship

Why does he seem to think that becoming a SOMEBODY from a NOBODY can be achieved within one month?
I call it stump immaturity

Why would his love for her leave his soul as quick as lightning and then, fell deeply in love with another within one day?
I call it superficial love as he didn't qualify to be a casanova

Why would he proclaim his love as high as mountains and as deep as the seas to a girl of 2 weeks?
I call it childish infatuation

Why then would he project himself as sincere when he was, in actual fact, not?
I call it a wolf under sheep skin

Why would he ask her to grow up when he, at his late thirties had a mind of a child's?
I call it lack of intelligence

Why would he ask her to change her ways when he was full of faults?
I call it pot calling the kettle black

Why would he question the queen of hearts on whether she knew the rules of dating?
I call it naiveté and inexperienced

Why did he think that he was the best catch she could get and that it was her loss?
I call it inferiority complex

Why did he claim that his intentions weren't to hurt but did what he did to her?
I call it spitefulness

Why would he immitate her style of writing in his email?
I call that plagarism which is the best form of flattery or simply non-creativity

Why did that email contain forward indents?
I call it the cut-and-paste technique or the cock-and-bull story, obviously not his own

Why would he make reference to God but did no kind deeds?
I call it hypocrisy

Why must he hide behind an email when he could face her in daylight?
I call it the act of a coward

Why did he initiate the friendship when there was no intentions to pursue further nor keep it?
I call it the act of preying

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Glorious PrincEss, angelic PrimroSe,
PrincEss glorieux, primevère angélique,

Vow to be a candle giving light to others
Vow to be an artist's brush adding to the world's beauty
Vow to be a streetlight showing the way
Vow to be a tree offering its branches for shade to passersby
Vow to be a book of truth and wisdom
Vow to be the earth that nurtures plants and cradles sentient beings
Vow to be a flower bearing fragrance
Vow to be a breeze bringing comfort
Vow to be a cloud bringing coolness
Vow to be a rainbow bearing beauty
Vow to be the full moon shedding light
Vow to be the winter sun shedding warmth

With love.
Avec amour.


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Your comment here, dEar PrincEss, is closely related to your earlier blog post about "Feelings". In the comments, you questioned whether all men were just the same....

Alas, in this new post, your pain is evident and very understandable. Thank you for having the courage to share your heart with us. Even in anguish, your inner beauty shines.

PrincEss, I must assure you that men are NOT all the same....

...some are even *worse* than others.
Friend For Life | 24.02.05 - 11:22 pm | #

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I think that you are amazing. You have such depth. And to display it so openly. I applaud you.
theoneandonlynat | Homepage | 25.02.05 - 12:51 am | #

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Friend for Life: Yes, the injustice upon her was evident. Let's hope she reads your comment here.

theoneandonlynat: *bow, bow* Thanks for dropping by.
Primrose | Homepage | 25.02.05 - 4:26 pm | #

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Weird not, kid not

Nothing significant happened since I last wrote. Okay, maybe there were a couple of things worth blogging but either they were too personal or I was just plain lazy or I'll blog about them much later -- except for Moody. As much as I would like to discuss Moody with somebody else at work, alas, I don't think I can or else it would be deemed a gossip, something I don't normally practise at work.

I was away from the office for a few days last week and was back at work just 3 days ago. And since then, I noticed that MoodyWeirdo has been avoiding eye contact with me, not so much of a single word from her. I mean, words are already so scarce from her as though there's gold in her mouth and I couldn't have cared any less since she comes across as weird anyway and I would have been really happy to keep things that way, in fact - BUT unfortunately, that is certainly not encouraged at work to be able to work! Ok, maybe it wasn't so much of an obligation on my side but if there're no efforts made to initiate conversations, then, I'm not going to attempt anymore small talks just to be rewarded with one-worded answers and no eye contact. How impersonal can that be!

I have this strangest feeling that sensitive little she might have pounced upon my previous entry. Then again, it is hard to determine how discreet this blog has been since it's available on netspace and since people are known to be real snoops around here.

*shrug*

Well, just be reminded that this is MY blog and it expresses how I feel and it speaks MY mind and even if you chanced upon any of my posts in MY blog, it isn't your farking business, really. You can well read this, reflect upon your own character / behaviour, be thankful there's feedback and do something about it OR you can well just read it, fume up and simply shut the fark up OR you can continue to ignore because that's what you have been doing everyday anyway.

And if you are reading this, I'm sorry I have to be / am this blunt and tactless. Then again, I was never known for being un-blunt and tactful anyway. I do respect you for your age and wisdom but for a Masters Degree holder, I think I will have to agree with chiki that you failed kindergarten. Simple rules of thumb for being friendly, being able to communicate and being able to bring up a smile just simply didn't register. I mean, you smiled at that delivery boy just the other day when he came to deliver some stuff for you. You smiled at that good-looking enquirer (oh well, who wouldn't). You smiled at the gwailo enquirers but heck, no smiles for colleagues. I was just observing from afar when I realised that you can actually be quite transformed and attractive if you would just smile but heh! You just spoilt it with whatever attitude you have at the moment.

Ed, a regular visitor in the evenings, came over to me one day when I was on evening duty and commented "eh, your other colleague ah, she's so grumpy one. I walked in smiling but after seeing her seated at your place ah, I actually frowned. Serious, you know." And chiki who occasionally comes to visit at lunch times said to me "what's wrong with your colleague? People see her also want to run away."

*shrug again*

Composing this post just irks me. If you'll excuse me, I think I will go paint my toe nails now to cheer myself.

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[Updated by Primrose - 31/01/05]
Ok, she initiated a short conversation with me this morning and happened to tell me about a problem relating to her best friend which she is currently facing at the moment. Ahh, no wonder she was how she was ... and then there was light! Perhaps I have misunderstood her...

But please forgive me,
Shocked and surprised I may be,
With that change in behaviour she,
But feelings will still be feelings
Thoughts will remain thoughts
Things were blogged off the cuff
At that point, mind in half
Damage done, leave it be
Observations - improve thee
Weird not she, kid not me!

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[Updated by Primrose - date unknown]
Then again, being weird, she cares too much of how people think of her, breeds revenge behind silence and acts goody-two-shoes. Indeed, kid not me!



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michaelooi: Little me thought it was cool to act bravado ma. Now too late lor. Still, I couldn't care less.

MrsT: Yeah, bark at her. Heh, heh!
Primrose | Homepage | 30.01.05 - 10:48 pm | #

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you know, it is good sometimes to remain anonymous on the net ...
so that you can post stuffs freely ..

nehmind, if weirdo refuse to talk to you ... I will. ahaks...
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I've got an ex-employee who is this way too.. and now she is a customer at our store STILL..!! I'm about to tell her to visit Movie Gallery for her movie and game needs very soon.
Just the sight of her irritates me..!!
MrsT | 30.01.05 - 12:27 am | #

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Friend for Life: *giggle* Hmm, ok. Shall "bark" when I'm in a mild mood. :p

Yuen Li: I liked that bit too! :p
Primrose | Homepage | 29.01.05 - 11:16 am | #

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Hahaha! I liked that bit about failing kindergarten. And Friend For Life's little joke too.
Yuen Li | Homepage | 29.01.05 - 7:25 am | #

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PrincEss, you've spelled "farking" wrong.

It starts with a B, not an F.
Friend For Life | 29.01.05 - 5:20 am | #

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Time ticks

*GASP*
I am too engrossed with my blog-reading. Cut it out! Haven't done any work.

*GASP*
Serve me right! Who asked me to start reading one...and then two...and then three...

*GASP*
Ok, ok! Back to work! Must work, must work! [chant after me] Must work!

*BUMFUZZLED LOOK*
Work? What work?



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Hi fish fish and MrsT! Hmm...can you name me another thing just as addictive? Maybe I should just divert my attention somewhere. *laugh* Definitely not going to be Pringles or chocs.
Primrose | Homepage | 24.01.05 - 1:10 am | #

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Yah~ when starts, so hard to stop. >.
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Hehehe..!! sama - sama here..
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