An upgrade

It's been a while since I last posted something of substance. My mood hadn't been exactly in sync with the keyboard and I've been feeling extremely apathetic with plunging self-esteem that has left me absolutely drained. Whispers in my head told me that life has come to a complete halt. My life, at least. It is not progressing. It is not moving. It is not developing. I feel lost. I feel lonely. I feel ignored. It's a solitary path I am currently bracing. I am stunted of growth. The soul is weak.

Suddenly, it dawned on me that the one thing I needed right now is an upgrade. A self upgrade. Something has to be done to keep me going, to push me slightly forward. This is the one point in my life that I should be doing something to get a life back. Learn something new, the booming voice in my head seemed to urge. Do something that I have not done before. Go utilise the extra time I have. Go improve myself.

Nobody makes your day for you but yourself. Nobody draws the picture for you but your own hands. Someone might be kind enough to show you the way but they will not lead you down the path by your hand. Upgrade yourself. Procrastinate no longer...

That's exactly what I'm doing now. And I have 4 more months before December closes its door to 2006.



5 flowers for this post
So profound...

Nobody makes your day for you but yourself.

I'm upgrading myself right now. *wink wink*
titoki | Homepage | 15.08.06 - 2:51 pm | #

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i need to do something as well hmm
mrs jeffbuckley | Homepage | 15.08.06 - 11:06 pm | #

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dearie, i totally hear you saying and understands your feeling. Yes, you should do something that keeps you awake aside from work. You should plan your personal life. Suggested you may go for dancing class, yoga, gyming, hiking, any sports, learn a language skills or anything you like to do you named it.

Honestly speaking, i have the same kind of thoughts previously, till now i may have that's enough to keep me insane..well, do something we like to do. Drop me email if you feel lonely, heya, we haven't meet up kan?
charlene | Homepage | 16.08.06 - 1:42 am | #

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Titoki: You're the second person to highlight that particular sentence. Must tell me of your upgrade. *wink wink*

Reta: You've had a haircut! *jeles*

Char: Hey there! I like what you said. Oh ya hoh, we haven't met. Hope I'll remember to beep you soon.
Primrose | Homepage | 16.08.06 - 2:22 am | #

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i know what u mean

would a totally new hairstyle helps? ;p
kruy | Homepage | 18.08.06 - 4:44 pm | #

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